So how does it feel?

This is my last night @ Bangalore!

Even though I was dying to see this day, not because I don't like this city or I miss home too much; in fact I have loved Bangalore more than I thought I could and I have despised being at home for long stretches of time! I was eagerly waiting for this time only because it seemed like the big step forward towards my new life with Puneet (yes that's his name) :)

But today as I sat in office with all my pending work done and goodbye mails sent, the only question everyone kept asking me was "How does it feel??" and the only thing I could tell them was that I am feeling very nervous! (I did not know I could feel like that too)

"And nervous why???"

Well, even though the idea of starting a new life with the one you love is the single most exciting thing in the world and yes I am experiencing my share of excitement, but leaving everything behind and be in a new country without any idea of what will I do next - isn't as easy as it seems to be!

All the work I did in the last two years, all the friendships and relationships I invested in and enjoyed so much, all the difficult situations I endured in the hope of sweet results, everything has suddenly become null and void! May be not. But it just feels like that right now!

It is as if someone took the slate of my life, rubbed everything I had written till date and handed it back to me!

And I am left standing here wondering what to write now!

I think not everybody gets such an opportunity in life! And secretly sometimes I also wished for such a chance! And to my surprise, I have it in my hands now! :D

And I want to write all the things that I really want to be!

And like he said, it's a leap of faith...

I have my fingers crossed!

P.S.: I have to mention here how much my friends have pampered me the last few days!(well planned surprises and some real thought put into some beautiful gifts – if I have felt happy and on top of the world it has been all thanks to them!)

And how nice some just acquaintances have been to me! I feel really blessed in life to have known such wonderful people!

Also, it's my birthday today (last one as a spinster) which I'll be celebrating in two of the most important cities in my life...Bangalore and Delhi :) I'm quite excited by how it has all turned out :)